So Small

My Dearest Erin,

Sometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sand.
And what you've been out there searching for forever is in your hands.
When you figure out love is all that matters after all.
It sure makes everything else seem so small.

Love,
Granny

Hear the Angels Sing

Here's something that struck my attention during the candle light service tonight:

When Charles Wesley wrote Hark the Herald Angels Sing in 1739, he had the angels proclaim:

"Glory to the newborn King;
Peace on earth and mercy mild,
God and sinners reconciled!"

And what did Wesley think should be the consequences of that messages?

Joyful, all ye nations rise. The Prince of Peace had come.

When Wesley wrote that hymn, England was going through a desperate, hopeless time. Unemployment, poverty, illness, alcoholism, and crime were widespread. Wesley and his brother, John, believed the answer for their nation was Christ's life-changing message. Changed lives would bring a changed nation.

Wesley's Christmas song rang true: Light and life to all He brings.

Some historians have written that England didn't have a revolution (as did France) mainly because of the message the Wesleys preached and sang.

Hark the herald angels sing
"Glory to the newborn King!
Peace on earth and mercy mild
God and sinners reconciled"
Joyful, all ye nations rise.
Join the triumph of the skies
With the angelic host proclaim:
"Christ is born in Bethlehem"
Hark! The herald angels sing
"Glory to the newborn King!"

Christ by highest heav'n adored
Christ the everlasting Lord!
Late in time behold Him come
Offspring of a Virgin's womb
Veiled in flesh the Godhead see
Hail the incarnate Deity
Pleased as man with man to dwell
Jesus, our Emmanuel
Hark! The herald angels sing
"Glory to the newborn King!"

Hail the heav'n-born Prince of Peace!
Hail the Son of Righteousness!
Light and life to all He brings
Ris'n with healing in His wings
Mild He lays His glory by
Born that man no more may die
Born to raise the sons of earth
Born to give them second birth
Hark! The herald angels sing
"Glory to the newborn King!"

What A Green Christmas

We made it to Florida for Christmas. Even though it's not cold and snowing, it's damp and humid from raining. Oh well. My mom has the house beautifully decorated. Seriously. It looks like it's straight out of a Pottery Barn magazine. There's so many presents under the tree that they started expanding onto the couch in the formal living room. Oh! I can't wait!

Tomorrow we're going to a brunch somewhere. Then off to the Honey Baked Ham place and maybe squeeze in a pedicure.

It already seems like this trip is too short. However, I'm enjoying every minute of it. Even though I'll be on Heros withdraw. :)

You Are My Sunshine

Enjoy the sun while it lasts. Today is the shortest day of the year.

Reminiscing

High School Graduation Year:

1. Who was your best friend?
Amber, but I hung out with various people all the time.

2. What sports did you play?
Nothing. However, I was on the yearbook staff and German club!

3. What kind of car did you drive?
Toyota Tercell

4. It's Friday night, where were you?
My house. For some reason people would migrate to my house for a good time. Maybe it was the pool.

5. Were you a party animal?
Senior year? It varied on the party.

6. Were you in the "In Crowd"?
With 5,000 students at your school it's kinda hard to be in any "in crowd."

7. Ever skip school?
All the time. Shh.

8. Ever smoke?
No.

9. Were you a nerd?
Nah. But I was honors.

10. Did you get suspended/expelled?
Nope.

11. Can you sing the Alma mater?
Uh no.

12. Who was your favorite teacher?
I don't know if I had one senior year. I only had two classes to go to. Def. not sen. English honors though.

13. Favorite class?
I can't even remember what classes I took. Definitely not sen. English honors though. (do you see a pattern here from the previous question?)

14. What was your schools full name?
University High School

15. School mascot?
Cougar.

16. Did you go to Prom?
I went to 4 proms.

17. If you could go back and do it over, would you?
If I did, I would change a whole bunch of stuff. Just freeze time and turn everything around.

18. What do you remember most about graduation?
Having our principal say "Karen" instead of "Erin" when announcing me. Wonderful huh?

19. Favorite memory of your Senior Year?
Early release. 11am I was outta there!

20. Were you ever posted up on the senior wall?
What's a senior wall? Apparently not.

21. Did you have a job your senior year?
I think I worked at Express.

22. Who did you date?
Chris.

23. Where did you go most often for lunch?
Panera's.

24. Have you gained weight since then?
I was a 2 back then. I'm a 4/6 now. You do the math.

25. What did you do after graduation?
Had a HUGE party at my house. My cousin came to celebrate, and so my mom, sister, her and I went to Cocoa Beach for a few days and stayed at the Hilton.

First Anniversary

So it's official: I passed the first year of marriage. Wow. Yeserday everyone at work was telling how big of a deal the first anniversary is. It didn't sink in until Jim and I were in the car heading towards Boston. Wow. One year. We're not really newlyweds anymore, but still are.

For the celebration we drove into Boston and stayed at the Park Plaza. We had dinner in the hotel restaurant which was really good! When we returned to our hotel room, a bottle of wine with two wine glasses inside an ice bucket was waiting for us. My family had it delivered. So we toasted each other with the toasting flutes from our wedding, and watched our wedding video in bed. I was able to sleep in until room service came with breakfast in bed. (Another family present).

Jim likes to be traditional with his presents, so for the first year of marriage, the rule is to give each other paper. For my paper gift, he gave me two tickets for the Boston Nutcracker. I love the Nutcracker!!! My mom used to take me every year when I was younger. It was bonding time I looked forward to annually. If you're interested in any of the traditions, click here.

It was a very relaxing getaway, and I can't wait until next year!

HAPPY 24TH BRITHDAY AMBER!

I know it's a day late, but better late than never... HAPPY 24TH BIRTHDAY TO THE WORLD'S GREATEST FRIEND EVER! I CAN'T BELIEVE WE HAVE CELEBRATED 19 BIRTHDAYS TOGETHER!!!! We're getting older...

Today at Work...

...I went to Worcester for a vendor convention. It was fun because my gas, tolls and food for the day were all paid for. The catch: sitting at a table with my boss (who's wicked cool) and all the other bridal consultants from our region and listening to vendors prompt us on their new lines that are coming in the spring. It wasn't that bad. I won a set of Royal Albert wine glasses and got a lot of other nifty little things free.

The drive was long. It let me have time to think about a lot of things that's going on in life. I wouldn't mind traveling for my job. To be logical, I'm the most versatile out of all of us. I don't have kids, or anything that comes with that territory. I was told I'm not going to the NYC convention in February, however my boss is considering me going to the Orlando convention in May. It's just talk but I was pretty pyched when she mentioned it. We'll see!

White Day

Yesterday Jim and I drove up to VT to visit his family. The weather wasn't bad in Beverly, however the more north we drove, the worse the weather became. At one point we were stuck in a white out. (For all you Floridians reading this a white out is when you can only see a couple feet from you when everything else it pure white ahead). When we finally arrived at his mom's house, the driveway wasn't plowed and if you have ever been to Jim's mom's house, the driveway is like a mile long. (Ok, maybe I'm exaggerating just a tad, but it is a very long driveway). Jim and my brother-in-law thought it would be a grand idea to put me in the driver's seat while they push the car up the driveway. Yea, "let's put Erin in the driver's seat. She won't mind." So when this didn't work they decided to go inside and think about another option. They told me to stay in the car. Oh dear.

All and all it has been a nice visit. We had an early Christmas with all of them, I received my first daughter-in-law card and most importantly I was able to hold my nephew. Even though my arms are sore from scraping ice off from the driveway, and holding Alex for about 2 hours, it was well worth it.

The Past Month

Let me just re-cap on what has happened throughout the past month without boring anyone with the details:

-I finished my online training so I'm an official wedding/event planner.
-Jim and I went to a family Bar-Mitzvah in Philly.
-Drove down to Orlando to celebrate my dad's 50th birthday bash.
-And through it all gave thanks during Thanksgiving.
-Finally, I put up our Christmas tree, decorated it and wrapped presents to put under it. I love this season!!!!!

Nothing out of the ordinary. (Can you hear my sarcasm?!) I've been getting huge headaches and migraines more frequently in the past few months. In fact, I have a headache right now, but I've stopped telling people because I don't want to complain about them again. I went to the docs, and I have a follow up appointment this Monday. I might have to go be tested for "neurological testing" if anything gets worse. Personally, I think I'm fine. But truthfully, when am I going to have time to go do neurological testing? I'm so busy with work, which I can not complain about because I love my job and I feel truly blessed to be one of the few people in this world that look forward to going to work everyday.

Here's a random thought: A co-worker and I were having a discussion about when you're married you can't notice other attractive men. She turns to me and says, "Erin, you're married you're not blind. Just as long as you go home to him." Is this true? I don't know if Jim notices other girls, and if he did it really wouldn't bother me because he chose me. I think it's pretty normal to notice others. I don't know. Maybe not when you're married. I think it's this unmentionable thing you just do. Do other guys notice me? Or do other girls notice Jim? I haven't really thought about it until she said that to me. I've always been pretty oblivious when a guy was hitting on me. I mean if you want to hit on a girl, I think it would be really funny to go up to a girl and say, "I'm going to hit on you now. What would you like to hear?" OK, now I'm just rambling. Give me some feedback on this people.

Happy Birthday To Me

Thank you everyone for all the birthday wishes. I fill so blessed. I will try and get to all of you personally, however I just wanted to show my appreciation to everyone as well...

Jim- First and formost thank you for being the best husband ever. ILY!

Erin- My "twin" growing up. I can't believe we're getting so old. haha. Miss you all!

Pam- You're such a sweetie and you truly make me smile with all your messages you send me. Seriously.

Brooke- You're like family. Always know that. Even if our grandparents didn't get married. I love you!

Charlotte- You were THE MOST incredible roomate ever in college. If I had to live with a girl again I'd pick you over and over. Miss you dearly. Oh yea, I still have your umbrella!

Jane- You're so sweet! Computer Science class was so much fun when you were present.

Joshua- It was so good to see/dance with you at your sister's wedding. Go Gators!

Steve- You're just awesome. There's no other words.

Maggie- Thank you for the notes. I can't wait to see you tomorrow!

Meghan- It's like 8th grade all over again! I love you!

Heather and Matt- You guys are great friends. Always there when we need you. Thank you.

Sharon- You're my inspiration for craziness. Thank you for giving me pizzaz in life.

Gwynn- I'm so glad you have FB. Thank you for the note and for always being there for me growing up.

Amber- Last but certainly not least. My friend for almost 20 years. Wow. You are truly special to me.

I really really HOPE I didn't forget anyone. Thank you all!

I have been blessed
And I feel like I’ve found my way
I thank God for all I’ve been given
At the end of every day
I have been blessed
With so much more than I deserve
To be here with the ones
That love me
To love them so much it hurts
I have been blessed

This Is For You, Dear

This song always makes me smile...

I've been awake for a while now
you've got me feelin like a child now
cause every time i see your bubbly face
i get the tinglies in a silly place

It starts in my toes
makes me crinkle my nose
where ever it goes i always know
that you make me smile
please stay for a while now
just take your time
where ever you go

The rain is fallin on my window pane
but we are hidin in a safer place
under the covers stayin dry and warm
you give me feelins that i adore

It starts in my toes
makes me crinkle my nose
where ever it goes
i always know
that you make me smile
please stay for a while now
just take your time
where ever you go

What am i gonna say
when you make me feel this way
I just........mmmmmmmmmmm

It starts in my toes
makes me crinkle my nose
where ever it goes
i always know
that you make me smile
please stay for a while now
just take your time
where ever you go

I’ve been asleep for a while now
You tucked me in just like a child now
Cause every time you hold me in your arms
Im comfortable enough to feel your warmth

It starts in my soul
And I lose all control
When you kiss my nose
The feelin shows
Cause you make me smile
Baby just take your time
Holdin me tight

Where ever, where ever, where ever you go
Where ever, where ever, where ever you go…

I love my Red Sox

World Series here we come!

How Amusing

I was in the food court the other day getting lunch while on my break and I noticed the Chick-Fi-La man handing out samples of chicken fingers. Funny thing is he was nibbling on most of the samples.

I did end up getting a chicken sandwich from there.

Odd Encounters

Odd Encounter #1:
Not only did Jim and I sit in the exact same plane seats to and from Boston (ok, maybe that's not really weird since you can pick your seats while purchasing your tickets online), but we sat next to the same person too. He was a really nice guy.

Odd Encounter #2:
My caps lock button on my computer is freaking out so I have no idea when I should start a new sentence. Can we say new keyboard for a birthday present?

HAPPY 25TH MY LOVE!

25 Things I love about Jim:
1. His laugh when something is really really funny.
2. His cooking because I can't make anything as perfect looking like the box.
3. His unique snore. Well, it's not really a snore. Just a whistle in his breath when he sleeps with his mouth open.
4. His patience with me in the morning.
5. His love towards his new nephew.
6. How he doesn't ever hang up his towel in the bathroom. When I see it on the floor, I get the opportunity to think of him.
7. His free spirit that comes with the territory of being the youngest child.
8. His eyelashes and how he bats them.
9. The way he lets me have my freedom with my girlfriends.
10. The surprises he plans spontaneously.
11. His sympathy when I vent out loud. He sits quietly and listens.
12. He takes our vows to the heart. When I'm sick he is always there.
13. His goofiness at sporadic times.
14. How he doesn't correct me when he knows I'm wrong.
15. His love towards his cat.
16. His will to learn new things with me.
17. His understanding of women in general.
18. His sexy beard. haha.
19. The way he dances at other people's weddings.
20. His wardrobe, or lack there of. Anyway, it describes him.
21. Even though I don't think he's listening, he still makes the bed everyday.
22. The way he lets me pick the movie to go see at the theater.
23. His love for teaching people new card games, and his patience when he looses.
24. How he tells me I'm gorgeous when I feel don't like it.
25. His love and devotion to be a caring, honest, and gentle husband towards me every single day of our marriage through thick and thin.

Cheesecake

For months there has been a tremendous amount of construction and speculation of what possibly could the town of Peabody be building at the local mall. I soon learned that they were building a Cheesecake Factory. Yes! I actually enjoyed watching the process of the building get the final touches over the last few weeks and wondered, "am I actually ever going to go eat here?" Turns out one of my co-workers received reservations for four people to eat free before it opened up to the public...and she asked me! How cool is that?! I'm no Cheesecake Factory virgin, so I was psyched. So Jim, Aaron and I joined her for two free appetizers, four free meals, four free adult beverages, and 2 slices of free cheesecake tonight. We all had a really good time. Just another bonus to birthday month.

My meal's presentation was so exquisite and my brownie sundae cheesecake was so yummy I took a picture of it on my cell phone.

HAPPY 10111th BIRTHDAY AARON!

So today is my roommate's birthday. A birthday is always a time to talk about all the good things that describe that one person. First of all, Aaron is funny. He cracks me up even when I can be a bitch. Ummm...let's see. Yup, that's about it. (I'm using a method of "reverse psychology" I learned from the all talented Michael Scott).

But seriously, he's a cool guy. An all American boy. Check out his journal and you'll see what I'm talking about.

So Aaron, this is your day. Live it up (after work of course). You're only 23 years young for one year and then it's all down hill from there until you reach "26."

My 12th Birthday

Today I celebrated my 12th Christian birthday. This means 12 years ago today I was baptised. It's just a little day between me and God. There's a lot that has happened throughout the past 12 years but God has been my guiding light through thick and thin. I have always cherished this classic verse because it's secure with it's guidance and true to it's words:

My word is a lamp to your feet and a light for your path.
Psalm 119:105

Oh September

Do you remember dancing in September? I hope so because it's almost over. October is almost here and even though it doesn't feel like autumn I'm enjoying every minute of it because it's birthday month. If you know me well enough you should know that I love birthdays. Not just mine per say, but everyone's. It's a day to celebrate you! I know that might sound a little conceited but how many of those days out of the chaotic year do you really get to take for granted?

Let's go back to where I said it doesn't feel like autumn. For a Florida girl it's perfectly fine, this is my winter. However for the northerners it's been a wild autumn thus far. By the end of the week it's going to reach back into the 80's. Normal for me, unusual for them.

I was able to catch up on a lot of things around the apartment today. Like cleaning. It was pretty dusty.

Across the Universe....

...Is such a great movie. It's more than great, it's a religious experience. Not like the ones like Star Wars or Lord of the Rings, but like Saving Private Ryan or even Forest Gump. It's like your reminiscing on America's history. Our own history. Real history. Maybe a few acid trips here and there but real.

I am not going to go into full detail about how the movie is portrayed because you should go see it for yourselves. However, if you are truly infatuated with the Beatles, like myself it will definitely take your breath away.

The songs truly go along with history during the Vietnam war. Protesters, and riots. Drafting and love. To even start to imagine this is what my parents did or had to live through is beyond my comprehension. Seeing my mom ride her motorcycle (yes, she actually had one) to D.C. every weekend to protest "something" is unbelievable. Actually, it's quite entertaining to even think about if any of you really know my mother.

Those two decades were such a crucial time in America's history. It gave us something to be thankful for, or dread if you were drafted which was every mother's worst nightmare. I try to compare it to the war that is going on currently, but it is on a totally different level. Yes, our current war is putting our generation through hell, and will definitely go into the history books for our children to read about just like we do from our parent's generation. But back then I truly feel people were more passionate by trying to spread love, and happiness. They were mostly hippies, but they did have a good point. Once again, Lennon is the best one that can describe it:

Imagine there's no Heaven
It's easy if you try
No hell below us
Above us only sky
Imagine all the people
Living for today

Imagine there's no countries
It isn't hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for
And no religion too
Imagine all the people
Living life in peace

You may say that I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will be as one

Imagine no possessions
I wonder if you can
No need for greed or hunger
A brotherhood of man
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world

You may say that I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will live as one

Let It Be

I received my first paycheck from Macy*s via direct deposit last Friday so I went to pick up the stub on Saturday during my shift. Later on Jim and I sat down and looked at all the taxes that came out of my gross pay. I realized that most of it is going to the war in Iraq. Don't get me wrong, I support my president, and country wholeheartedly and I'm proud for living in a free nation in which my forefathers fought for, and I'm not trying to sound like I need a Kleenex to wipe my nose bleed, but a good chunk of my paycheck as well as everyone else's is going towards this never-ending war. I sincerely believe in all hopes for our president, but we're getting stuck paying for every decision that is made. I know this has been going on since the beginning of time, (or at least when we established minimum wage), but let's be rational about the future. Legendary J.L. once sang:

And when the broken hearted people living in the world agree,
there will be an answer, let it be.
For though they may be parted there is still a chance that they will see,
there will be an answer. let it be.

I fully understand that we're never going to agree unconditionally with other nations, but for God's sakes let's come to a peace making process before we all go into debt, (not that we already are).

On that note, I'm still reminiscing about the relaxing weekend. I worked Saturday, but afterwards the Harty's had a party that we attended. After a couple of glasses of wine, and a Smirnoff, and then another few glasses of wine, the party was in full gear. We decided to go walk down to the beach. I can not stress enough how blessed we all are to live 2 blocks from the ocean. The weather was content, and the water was mild. By 1am I said my good nights walked back home. Sunday was a relaxing day as well. Jim taught Aaron and refreshed me on the rules of the "Keel family card game." It was peaceful just like Lennon.

When I find myself in times of trouble, mother Mary comes to me,
speaking words of wisdom, let it be.
And in my hour of darkness she is standing right in front of me,
speaking words of wisdom, let it be.

It Takes Two

One of my favorite things to see are old couples in love. They're so cute together and you know that they have been through rough times throughout history. I was sitting at my desk yesterday at work and spotted an old couple walking through the homestore holding hands together. It just reminds me of the relationship my grandparents had. Granny was 19, and Grandaddy was 29 when they got married during World War 2. After the ceremony Grandaddy went to war for 2 years. Obviously they didn't have e-mail or any high tech communication we're spoiled with these days to keep in touch. If they did, Granny would be able to use it. Unfortunately Grandaddy passed away in 1991 but has always been an inspiration to me. Their relationship has always encouraged me through my marriage.

While I was watching this old couple shop together it made me think of Jim and I in 50 years and what we have to accomplish as well as endure. Finances, family, work, home, everything. I'm really looking forward to it.

4 Things

This one is a bit different from the rest. Four things
about me that you may or may not have known in no particular
order.

Four jobs I have had in my life:
1. Babysitter/nanny
2. Cutco telemarketer
3. Sales Associate
4. Dining server


Four movies I've watched more than once:
(actually more times than I can count)
1. Devil's Advocate
2. The Notebook
3. The Prestige
4. Bruce Almighty


Four places I have lived
1. Orlando, FL
2. Wenham, MA
3. Beverly, MA
4. 8 Bow St.

Four T.V. Shows that I watch:
1. What Not To Wear
2. The Office
3. CSI: NY
4. Shark

Four favorite past time activities:
1. The beach
2. Drinking wine with friends
3. Traveling
4. Going on dates with my husband.

Four places I have been:
1. Europe
2. Antigua
2. Disney World
4. L.A., CA

People who e-mail me (regularly):
1. My mom
2. PEOPLE Magazine
3. Facebook (to notify me on messages).
4. Clothing stores haha

Four of my favorite foods:
1. Anything Italian
2. Fresh salads
3. Raw cookie dough
4. Yogurt

Four places I would rather be right now:
1. The beach
2. Europe
3. On the Lost Isalnd
4. NYC

Four friends I think will respond:
1. Jim
2. Kimberly
3. Kristi
4. Jim

Four things I am looking forward to this year:

1. The Christmas Season.
2. Celebrating my 1st wedding anniversary.
3. Spending time with my nephew.
4. Seeing family.

Changes

The weather is just starting to change. The leaves are slowly changing colors, and the temperature is dropping just enough for us to be under a "frost advisory." It's going to be chilly when Alissa and I run in tomorrow morning.

This weekend has been crazy. Since I didn't work on Friday, and did work on Saturday my weekend has been a little jumbled together. Jim has been gone. He went up to VT to visit his grandfather and of course our nephew. He'll be back Tuesday, but I miss him. Aaron just left to do an awake overnight shift so I'm the only one in the apartment tonight. I didn't realize all the little creeks the walls and ceiling make until there's no one to talk to. I also didn't realize that we can faintly hear the T blowing its horn a good 5 minutes from here unless you really just listen. Amanda came over tonight. We cooked pasta, had wine, and caught up on some girl time while playing Trivial Pursuit (which I won) with Aaron. It was fun to see her again. She just moved from Lynn to Salem which is literally just over the bridge. So I'll be seeing her more and more from now on!

I don't have a doubt tomorrow isn't going to be a Manic Monday. That's why I love my job so much!

Jim

Would he walk on water?
Would he run through fire?
Would he stand before you
When it's down to the wire?
Would he give his life up
To be all he can?
Is that how you measure a man?

Macy's

Work was great today. I had happy brides today which makes me happy! I have concluded, (not that I didn't already think so), that it is fun being a wedding planner.

The Aftermath of 9/11

I won't disagree with anyone that says September 11th was a horrible day 6 years ago, however, September 12th is more tragic for me. You see, 6 years ago, because of 9/11, one of the dearest, selfless, loved people you'll ever meet tragically died.

He was our music minister at the church I grew up in. The scenario was Craig's wife's father was having surgery in North Carolina during the attacks. Because airlines were closed, Craig decided to drive both of them to North Carolina. It was rainy. It was slippery. All of a sudden a semi hit the driver's side of their car, and Craig died immediately. You always know when something is wrong when you're mom gets a phone call, answers it, and suddenly drops the phone and starts crying instantaneously.

Having my mom sit me down on the couch and telling me the news you realize you don't know when you're time is up. It might be a scary thought, but think about it. Who wants to live here- hell on earth when they can live eternally without any worries about finances, relationships, images, or reputations with God. I truly believe God takes us when we're ready. We might not seem, or feel ready, but to him we are. The week before my grandfather passed away in 1992, all he could talk about was how lovely it was going to be to live in heaven. A week later is was gone, still very much loved and not forgotten.

Six years later Craig is still remembered as a person who loved God, and lived for him. He gave wisdom to share the word of God all around. He was such a great example to live by because of his devotion for God. September 12th Craig got his 1st row seat in heaven.

The funeral was memorable. Even though I cried through the whole thing, I knew I was so happy for him. At the end, we watched a clip of him singing Old Rugged Cross. I still get goosebumps from reminiscing about it.

So I’ll cherish the old rugged cross,
Till my trophies at last I lay down;
I will cling to the old rugged cross,
And exchange it some day for a crown.

9/11

I hope everyone took a moment to say a prayer for all the families of victims that were in the terrorists attack 6 years ago. I remember exactly where I was during that time.

The song below was playing on my Nano when I got in the car this morning.

It's Been a Hard Day's Night

This weekend has been a whirlwind of events, and the chaos is only beginning. Yesterday was my last day at Lane. WOOHOO. Don't get my wrong, I love my co-workers, most of them depending on the day, but waking up at 5.30am really sucks. If I could give any advice to someone who is working in a professional environment, it would be always leave on a positive note. My bosses told me I could come back anytime. If I needed a letter of recommendation, they would write one with bells ringing. That made me feel a sense of accomplishment. I realized I did my job well, and made a huge impact on the people I worked with.

Last night Jim and I went to Sharon's going away party in Newton. We celebrated by drinking margaritas. I was so tired when I got home, I could only watch one episode of Star Trek with Aaron. Maybe it's because there was 7 different types of liquors in my margarita. They don't call it "Heaven on Earth Margarita" for nothing.

Tonight once again it's party time! Heather and Matt are having...well, let's just call it a housewarming party because if I start to explain their "uniqueness" it will come out really dysfunctional. On that note, I should go make my beenie weenies that I'm bringing. Word to the wise: when googling "beenie weenies" make sure you emphasize it's a recipe. That's all I'm saying.

My in-laws coming tomorrow. I will get to see my nephew for the 2nd time. It's still really surreal for me to think of myself as an aunt. Not that I ever imagined I would be a mother before being an aunt. It's just one of the joys you are truly blessed with in life.

I start Macy's on Monday! I'm pretty psyched. I'm listening to a great song. It's actually on the web from my hometown Christan radio station in Orlando. These are the Days of Elijah So uplifting and reassuring. It's the perfect time to hear this song because of all the many changes that are going on in my life, for the better too (for once). I know my God is sovereign, and has a wonderful plan for my life. Which is the cherry on a top of a sundae.

Behold He comes riding on the clouds,
Shining like the sun at the trumpet call;
Lift your voice, it's the year of jubilee,
And out of Zion's hill salvation comes.

Girly Confessions

1. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead? It's sweet.

2. A big poofy dress or a short party dress? Party dress!

3. What would you do if you received a long love letter? Read it, smile, and think about the guy writing it.

4. Group dates or single dates? Both

5. Do you hate it when guys act different around their friends? yeah... but its fun to call them out about it later

6. Are diamonds a girl’s best friend? Yes!

7. Is your hair up or down today? It's in a sloppy bun.

8. Do you straighten your hair? Most of the time.

9. Favorite mascara? tEstee Lauder long lash.

10. Do you get your nails done? Sporadically.

11. Small or large purses? Both. Whatever matches the outfit.

12. In your purse, what are your must haves? Phones, nano, lip gloss, wallet.

13. Jeans or sweats? Tough one. Jeans.

14. Do you wear clothes/shoes/jewelry that’s uncomfortable? Hello, I'm a girl. Looking fabulous comes at a cost.

15. Do you text message a lot? If I don't want to talk on the phone and just make it really quick.

16. What would you do if you got pregnant? Be happy.

17. What’s your favorite color? Any kind of blue.

18. Heels or flats? As long as they're cute...

19. Did you ever cry during a romantic movie? I must say I have.

20. Would you ever leave the house without make-up on? Yes.

21. Walmart or Target? Target.

22. Do you wear collared shirts? I wore one yesterday, so yes.

23. Do you like preppy boys? I like boys.

24. Do you think lip gloss is the best!? It's God's gift to women.

25. Do you own any big sunglasses? Oh yes!

26. How long does it take you to get ready in the morning? About 45 min.

27. Do you like to wear band-aids? No.

28. Do you like skater boys? Nah.

29. Do you often wish there was something you could change? Sure, a lot of things.

30. Gold or silver? White gold.

31. Do you like to receive flowers? Definitely if it's "just because."

32. Do you like surfer boys? Oh dear.

33. Do you dress up for the holidays? Yes! Another reason to dress up!

34. Do you like to wear dresses? I like jeans.

35. On a scale of 1-10 how much do guys confuse you? 7.56432

36. In the last 48 hours have you hung out with a guy? A couple haha.

37. Would you date a guy shorter than you? I'm really short...

38. Do you like to hold hands? Yes.

39. What is the youngest you would date? 17

40. What is the oldest you would date? I don't date anyone besides my husband.

41. What do you notice when you first meet a guy? Eyes.

42. Is it hott when guys sweat? Depending on the reason ;)

43. What is the best feature in a guy? Generosity.

44. Do you like making eye contact? Yes.
Just to see if they're confident enough to reciprocate.

46. Would you kill for chocolate? I love chocolate.

47. Did you ever spend all day/night getting pretty for a guy? Maybe.

48. On a scale from 1-10 how fun is shopping? 20.

49. Do you freak out if you miss your favorite show? I missed a show last night, but I'm coping.

50. Do you yell a lot? No.

51. Do you wear sweat pants/pajamas to school/work? No.

52. Have you ever dressed unlike yourself to impress a guy? Working in the dining services you don't dress to impress.

53. Do you write a lot of mushy love poems? Nah. He can do that.

54. What makeup could you not live w/ out? Gloss.

55. Do you fall in love easily? Yup.

56. Do you have cramps? At the moment? No. Where was this questions last week?!

57. Do you think you have the bestest friend ever? If "bestest" was a word, then yes, of course.

Measure of a Man.

Would he walk on water?
Would he run through fire?
Would he stand before you
When it's down to the wire?
Would he give his life up
To be all he can?
Is that how you measure a man?

These were my questions throughout the day. Just thoughts floating through my mind.

Small Word, Big Meaning.

Why has been the question I have been habitually asking myself this week. You don't realize how big a three letter word means until something horrible happens. I got a call the other night to find out that one of my dear friends, whose named happens to be Erin as well, has a tumor along her spinal cord that has been growing without her knowledge for the past six months. Why does a 21 year old nursing student deserve this? Why does God put circumstances in our life that our unpleasantly inconvenient for us? Why do we have to have sorrow in our lives? WHY? After aimlessly asking myself these and many more questions over the past 24 hours, I decided to look into it deeper.

On my way home from work this afternoon my Nano was on shuffle mode. Selah started singing There is a Fountain. SIDE NOTE: If you haven't heard Selah, or seen them in concert it is literally a religious experience. At that very moment I finally realized that God's plans are different from our's and he puts things in our lives for our own reality check. Boom. What a miraculous realization. A few tears roiled down my cheek from my selfishness.

The song, as always, brought goosebumps to me. I still remember my grandfather singing it to me when I was younger, however at 4 all you comprehend is that "Jesus Loves the Little Children" and don't understand about a fountain that washes all your sins away.

Erin is constantly in my prayers, which I believe is the strongest medicine possible. We both know that our God is sovereign, and will guide her swiftly through her surgery on September 12th.

There is a fountain filled with blood drawn from Emmanuel’s veins;
And sinners plunged beneath that flood lose all their guilty stains.
Lose all their guilty stains, lose all their guilty stains;
And sinners plunged beneath that flood lose all their guilty stains.

The dying thief rejoiced to see that fountain in his day;
And there have I, though vile as he, washed all my sins away.
Washed all my sins away, washed all my sins away;
And there have I, though vile as he, washed all my sins away.

Dear dying Lamb, Thy precious blood shall never lose its power
Till all the ransomed church of God be saved, to sin no more.
Be saved, to sin no more, be saved, to sin no more;
Till all the ransomed church of God be saved, to sin no more.

E’er since, by faith, I saw the stream Thy flowing wounds supply,
Redeeming love has been my theme, and shall be till I die.
And shall be till I die, and shall be till I die;
Redeeming love has been my theme, and shall be till I die.

Then in a nobler, sweeter song, I’ll sing Thy power to save,
When this poor lisping, stammering tongue lies silent in the grave.
Lies silent in the grave, lies silent in the grave;
When this poor lisping, stammering tongue lies silent in the grave.

Lord, I believe Thou hast prepared, unworthy though I be,
For me a blood bought free reward, a golden harp for me!
’Tis strung and tuned for endless years, and formed by power divine,
To sound in God the Father’s ears no other name but Thine.

Rock Star

I was thinking today...wouldn't it be nice to be a rock star?

I'm through with standin' in line
to clubs I'll never get in
It's like the bottom of the ninth
and I'm never gonna win
this life hasn't turned out
quite the way I want it to be
(Tell me what you want)

I want a brand new house
on an episode of Cribs
And a bathroom I can play baseball in
And a king size tub big enough
for ten plus me
--(Yea, So what you need)--

I need a credit card that's got no limit
And a big black jet with a bedroom in it
Gonna join the mile high club
At thirty-seven thousand feet
--(Been there done that)--

I want a new tour bus full of old guitars
My own star on Hollywood Boulevard
Somewhere between Cher and
James Dean is fine for me
(So how you gonna do it?)

I'm gonna trade this life for fortune and fame
I'd even cut my hair and change my name

'Cause we all just wanna be big rockstars and
Live in hilltop houses driving fifteen cars
The girls come easy and the drugs come cheap
We'll all stay skinny as we just won't eat
And we'll hang out in the coolest bars
in the VIP with the movie stars
Every good gold digger's
Gonna wind up there
Every Playboy bunny
With her bleach blonde hair
And well...

Hey, hey, I wanna be a rockstar
Hey, hey, I wanna be a rockstar

I wanna be great like Elvis without the tassels
Hire eight body guards that love to beat up assholes
Sign a couple autographs
So I can eat my meals for free
--(I'll have the quesadilla, ha-ha,)--

I'm gonna dress my ass
with the latest fashion
Get a front door key to the Playboy mansion
(So how you gonna do it?)

I'm gonna trade this life
For fortune and fame
I'd even cut my hair
And change my name

'Cause we all just wanna be big rockstars and
Live in hilltop houses driving fifteen cars
The girls come easy and the drugs come cheap
We'll all stay skinny 'cause we just won't eat
And we'll hang out in the coolest bars
in the VIP with the movie stars
Every good gold digger's
Gonna wind up there
Every Playboy bunny
With her bleach blonde hair
And we'll hide out in the private rooms
With the latest dictionary of
today's who's who
They'll get you anything
with that evil smile
Everybody's got a
drug dealer on speed dial, well
Hey, hey, I wanna be a rockstar

I'm gonna sing those songs
That offend the censors
Gonna pop my pills
from a Pez dispenser
Get washed-up singers writing all my songs
Lip --sync-- 'em every night so I don't get 'em wrong

Well we all just wanna be big rockstars
And live in Hilltop houses driving fifteen cars
The girls come easy and the drugs come cheap
We'll all stay skinny 'cause we just won't eat
And we'll hang out in the coolest bars
in the VIP with the movie stars
Every good gold digger's
Gonna wind up there
Every Playboy bunny
With her bleach blond hair
And we'll hide out in the private rooms
With the latest dictionary of
today's who's who
They'll get you anything
with that evil smile
Everybody's got a
drug dealer on speed dial,well

Hey, hey, I wanna be a rockstar
Hey, hey, I wanna be a rockstar ...

Hell, yeah.

A Whirlwind of a Week

Is it Thursday already? Last Thursday I was driving to Braintree hoping to receive the Macy's job there. This Thursday I'm excited to say that I start my new job- at the North Shore mall September 10th.

NO MORE LANE. Even though no day is different in the dining service area, I'm ready to leave already. Don't get me wrong, I love most of the people, and I'll be back to sporadically say hi here and there. But the 5.30am mornings are killing me.

The Macy's job requires me to help brides plan their wedding.
1. Complete the guest list and mail out announcement cards.
2. Make sure the bride has $3,000 worth of stuff on her registry. (Trust, me it's not hard to do).
3. Keep up with the Internet registered brides.
4. Send out promotion cards to post wedding.
5. Keep the bride happy at all times!

It's right up my field and I'm looking forward to it. Plus I get to dress up and look pretty everyday instead of sweating in a grease pit all day.

Oh Beautiful Boston

Every time I drive through Boston, like I did today, I appreciate the city more and more. Even when I am stuck in traffic on the Tobin Bridge, it's still a beautiful scene. The Harbor to my right, and the city to my left. Who can complain about that.

Current Song: Boston by Augustana

In the light of the sun,
Is there anyone?
Oh it has begun.
Oh dear, you look so lost,
eyes are red
and tears are shed,
This world you must've crossed.
You said,

You don't know me,
And you don't even care, oh yeah,
She said,
You don't know me,
And you don't wear my chains, oh yeah.
yeah.

Essential yet appealed,
Carry all your thoughts
Across an open field,
When flowers gaze at you,
They're not the only ones
Who cry when they see you
You said,

You don't know me,
And you don't even care, oh yeah,
She said,
You don't know me,
And you don't wear my chains, oh yeah.

She said I think I'll go to Boston.
I think I'll start a new life.
I think I'll start it over, where no one knows my name.
I'll get out of California, I'm tired of the weather,
I think I'll get a lover and fly 'em out to Spain.
I think I'll go to Boston.
I think that I'm just tired.
I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind.
I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of Sunset,
I hear it's nice in the summer, some snow would be nice, oh yeah.

You don't know me,
And you don't even care, oh yeah,

Boston, where no one knows my name
where no one knows my name
where no one knows my name

Boston, where no one knows my name.

Everyones Working Hard for the Weekend...

...Even though my weekend will only be 1 day. I was told I had to come in on Saturday. Blah. Anyway, it's actually nice to see everyone again even though it's extremely slow since the majority of the people are athletes and orientation staff...

I have another interview this afternoon with another Macy's. Let's see how that goes.

Wedding Bliss

This weekend seemed like a whirlwind, and I wasn't even the one getting married. Maybe because the wedding ceremony for Matt and Heather started at 5.30AM and the bachelorette party did not end until 10pm the night before. They shared their vows along the beach just as the sun was rising. Very romantic, but very tiring as well. The weather was windy, but beautiful skies and warm weather. We all had 5 hours to kill until the reception which started at 11am. I think I personally enjoy the reception part of a couple's wedding more than the ceremony itself. Is that bad? I love dancing, and that's what happens at receptions.

I start work at Gordon on Wednesday. I'm not too excited about it, but I should be more humble and realize that it's an income that Jim and I need. They're even offering me a $2.00 raise to come back and work for them. I hear that's impressive.

So Tropical Storm Erin hit TX last week. I remember the last time my name was used during hurricane season was back in 11th grade. Hurricane days were always fun growing up. Dad would board up the house, and mom would let us make sundae's and have "hurricane parties" since school would be canceled the next day. Oh the good ole' days. But now I'm in the real life. Living in the north, where instead of hurricane days, we get snowed in....for days on in.

It's been a manic Monday. The foreshadowing of a crazy week.

Sleepless in Beverly

I hate not being able to sleep. Here's what I'm thinking about and the agenda I have mentally created for myself:
6.45am: Wake up to meet Alissa to go running.

11.00am: Meeting with Dining Services Managers about my salary and position for this upcoming semester.

Before 4.oopm: Run to Target, get some wine and apple bubble stuff and set up for Heather's bachelorette party.

9.30pm: Be in bed to get up for Heather and Matt's 5.30am wedding ceremony.

It's going to be a busy weekend, folks.

Another Day's Work...

The night started with some innocent fun with friends at Lazer Tag. After the games, the suggestion of going out for ice cream was brought up. If you know me at all, I will never turn down ice cream. That's just the way my mother brought me up. To the four of us going, it all seemed so very harmless.

Sitting on the curb in downtown Danvers, enjoying three other friend's company, and the humid weather, a trio of guys, or punks is what I like to call them walked by us screaming an obscenity to one of my girlfriends. The guys that were with me and my friend were stunned that these punks didn't know how to respect a woman.

A couple of minutes later, or how ever long it took them to circle the block, the trio came up to us again. One of the guys that I was with did a backwards somersault and just stood there, "just to be an ass" he later explains. We find out that these are the type of punks that are a genuine label for angry management classes, and maybe AA too. Without any warning, they start beating up my friend. Aaron was there, saw me shaking, and just hugged my legs together telling me it would be OK. Fortunately, there were a few older men smoking cigars that broke up the brawl.

The trio ran away all along, just walking around the block once more. I have to admit, the guys that I was with were men. They didn't give up their dignity for a bunch of punks that later came and just yelled f- this and f- that to us. The trio wanted the guys I was with to stand up and yell. They wanted an all-out brawl. But to their disappointment, that didn't happen. Aaron and Jason stood their ground, took the upper hand in the situation, and had a more developed vocabulary than the other pair.

These punks reminded me of my ex-boyfriend who used to act like this towards me. Even after years of self defense classes, and a lot of therapy sessions, it still hits home, and unfortunately I'm sure it always will.

On a happier note, Jim and I have been married for 8 months today. He was not able to attend tonight's events due to work...

Baby Shower

On my last day in Florida, I went to one of my girlfriend's, Shara's baby shower. We all had so much fun! Her due date is actually my birthday, so let's see if that actually happens. She's having a little girl, so the colors were pink and brown with polka-dots. "Up until I was 23 weeks I was puking at least 15 times a day," she was telling me as she was opening a bottle of champagne to mix in the glasses with OJ. I'm not looking forward to that. Dressed in Ann Taylor Loft, from head to toe, she was glowing while everyone admired her "baby bump." The food, presents and people were memorable. I know her and Peter will be excellent parents, (and lawyers) to their little girl.

This was actually the day I was supposed to do the 5k with Cathie. Since the temp. was reaching well over 100, both of us thought it wouldn't be safe. We might do one this fall. Who knows.

I'm back in Massachusetts now. I have errands to run, and a bedroom to clean. How fun!

My Top 8 Friends on Myspace

1. Jim
2. Kristen
3. Amber
4. Aaron
5. Patrick
6. Natalie
7. Pam
8. Charlotte

1. Is number 6 your best friend? We're friends. She's really really nice!

2. Are you in love with number 2? I love my sister!

3. Have you ever lied to number 4? No. I can tell him anything.

4. Do you know a secret about number 7? you know, I don't think so

5. Describe the relationship between number 8 and number 5. Two very awesome people that don't know each other whatsoever.

6. What is the best thing about number 3? She's been my good friend for about 18 years.

7. What is the worst thing about number 1? He's not a night person :)

8. When was the last time you saw number 5? At my wedding.

9. Describe the relationship between number 1 and number 4? Roomates

10. Have you ever danced with number 7? No! But we should!

11. How long have you known number 4? About 4 years now.

12. Have number 2 and number 7 ever dated? haha no! But they are friends.

13. Have you ever done drugs with number 5? I haven't done drugs at all.

14. Have you ever been in a fight with number 8? Nope. She was the best roomate ever!

15. Does number 1 have a boyfriend/girlfriend? He's married to me.

16. Have you ever been a co-worker with number 3? Yes! We made good times collecting some extra dough at Old Navy one Christmas season. haha.

17. Have you ever wanted to punch number 2 in the face? No. I love my sister.

18. Has number 4 ever met your mother? Yes. She thinks he's cute. haha

19. How did you meet number 6? Myspace

20. Did you ever accidentally physically hurt number 5? I don't think I could. He's like a foot taller than me.

21. Have any of them ever seen you naked? yes

22.What is the best memory you have with number 1? Repeating our vows to each other at our wedding.

23. What is one of number 4's best qualities? He can always make me laugh, and is a great listener.

24.Do you live close to 7? If you count 10 hours close.

25. What is number 2's favorite food? Anything Rachel Ray cooks.

26. Out of your top 8, which one would you say is the funniest? I hate to be diplomatic, but they all crack me up.

27. Who is the most flirtatious? Charlotte (you go girl!)

28. What do you think of number 3? She's such a great friend.

29. How long have you known number 5 for? About 6 years now. Good times!

30. Which one of your top 8 friends drinks the most or goes out? Oh I would have to say Pam. haha JUST KIDDING. ummm...Charlotte

31. Which one of your top 8 friends is the best dresser? They each have their own style

32. If you could change one thing about number 7, what would it be? I wouldn't change anything about her. She's adorable the way she is.

33. Say something nice about number 1. He loves me...even in the morning.

34. Which one of your top 8 friends lives the farthest away from? Natalie. I think OK is farther than FL right?

35. Which one of your top 8 friends do you hang out with the most? Jim and Aaron since I live with them.

36. Out of your top 8 friends, who is the loudest? Kristen.

37. The quietest? Pam.

38. What is one quality about number 7 that you admire? She has a strong relationship with her brother.

39. What kind of car does number 4 have? Jetta

40. What is your fondest memory of number 8? Probably walking from the parking lot to our apartment on campus after a night out drinking and dancing in Boston. Our feet hurt so much we had to take our shoes off, but we looked like little old ladys walking along the side walk at 3 am. It's one of those you had to be there to see it type memories.

41. Have you traveled anywhere with number 2? We take family vacations together.

42. If you gave number 4 $100 dollars tonight, what would they spend it on? mmm gas, rent, or insurance.

43. What is number 6's best quality? Being a great mom to her kids.

44. Would you kiss number 1? All the time.

45. How did you meet number 7? We haven't met yet! But I'm sure we will since her brother is my roomate.

46. If you had to buy number 5 a gift, what would you choose to give him/her? Probably a gag gift.

47. Does number 2 drink? Nope.

48. Describe number 4 in two words: "g muffin!"

49. Have you ever slept with any of them? Some haha

Needy

I think I need to take the word need out of my vocabulary. Go cold turkey completely. I catch myself saying it all the time about useless things. Just this afternoon I was in Ann Taylor Loft and said, "I need a new black skirt." Then I thought to myself, "Erin, you have five different black skirts!" I also caught myself saying that I needed a pedicure. Maybe I do, but re-wording the phrase to something like, "it would be nice to get a pedicure" would sound more pleasing. (Yes, I did get a pedicure only because my girlfriend is going to nail school and needed guinea pigs. But she did a great job!) The word need is in everyone's vocabulary and we just unconsciously say it when ironically it isn't needed. So that's my goal: re-phrasing my sentences, and trying not to be so needy about simple things. Stuff that I don't need, like another black skirt...even if it was on sale.

Last night the space shuttle took off. It's kind of funny how I have never been to the Cape to see a live lift off, but walk out to the backyard and see it perfectly as it glides through the sky across the lake. It's such a beautiful scene especially during sunset.

My Addiction...

Spencer: "Seattle is the birth place of many new age technology that we use today."

Me: "Like Starbucks!"

I am woman, hear me roar!

Today I was able to spend the day with one of my dear friends, Amber. I truly cherish our friendship because it has lasted 18 years. She was actually a bridesmaid in my wedding. We met the first day of kindergarten and the rest is history. God, has it been that long? We went out to lunch and racked up a good bill at the mall this afternoon, (in our defense it is tax free week!) She's such a sweet girl, and I pray that there's a guy out there that can truly treat her right. She wants to be heard, wants someone with feelings. She doesn't like to be bought, but likes the price you pay for love. Graduated from UCF in 2006 with honors and valedictorian in high school, the girl has brains and a body to die for! This is beginning to sound like some dating ad for her, but it's not. I just love her! She just landed her dream job as a finance/accountant analyst at Lockeed Martin. No more life guarding! We made a deal that if she was my accountant, I could plan her wedding. That's pretty even. We were talking today about relationships and the one thing we both can agree on is the baggage that we all carry. That's one thing girls really despise: a guy that comes with "baggage." This can mean a hundred different things, but the main point is girls truly adore guys that are pure, no psycho ex girlfriends, no diseases, NO KIDS. My dear readers, you might think I'm exaggerating just a tad, but it's true. Sure, girls can carry baggage as well, and are we proud of it? NO. I told her that I recommend her looking for someone that has no history. I know that's hard to find now a days, but their out there. It'll definitely make a difference in her relationships if she did. It will broaden her horizons and she'll be respected in a whole different way. The respect she needs.

I went to a network meeting in downtown Orlando last night with one of my girlfriends. The group is called the J4 Leaders and they're a group of professional business class women with families and a love for Jesus. Talk about independent women! I wish their website was already established because I would love to share more about them. It's just great to see women in the workforce while managing a family life and a relationship with Christ all at the same time. Jim and I have talked about me being the bread winner in our family, and he be a stay at home dad. I'm pretty traditional so it's taking me a while to think this process through. But we have a few years until this all happens. We still consider ourselves a "family" even if there are no kids involved...yet..

I just got back from a body works class at LA Fitness that I went to with my mom and Cathie. The instructor kicked my ass. I thought I was in good shape, but excising with weights, and other stuff I can't even put into words, good God! I'll be sore tomorrow! For now, I'm going to relax, talk to Jim, take a bubble bath and get ready to watch Dateline: How to Catch a Preditor with my mom. Fun times.

Latino Lovers

Fist off, I just want to say that whatever I write in my blog are my thoughts, feelings and insecurities at the moment. Hence the purpose of a blog. If you don't agree with them, don't read it. With that said...

I just got back from being at LA Fitness for the evening. A group of us went up there and did a Latin impact dance class. It was great! We shook our booty just like J. Lo. My aunt showed up which was great too. Ironically, she's Cuban, but when it comes to dancing she's, "a total white girl." The instructor was a white girl too so we didn't feel like the minority too much. It was a good workout in the end burning 500 calories. I'm so tired!

I'm kind of disappointed that I didn't get the Macy's job. I was basically the runner up because there was someone else just ahead of me that had more experience. However, they did say there would be a position opening up in the fall and that I'm top on their list...or until someone else buts in line. I know God has a purpose for all of us, and patience is a virtue, but mine is running out.

Amber and I are getting together for lunch and a shopping day on Wednesday. She just got a new job as a finance analyst at Martin. So long being a life guard. I asked her is she gave her two weeks notice and she said, "hell yea! I did that the minute I found out I got this new job." That's my girl! I'm so happy for her. When I make my millions she's going to be my accountant. I'm excited to see her as well. We'll have fun.

Current music: Fergie Big Girls Don't Cry

Holy Day

I visited my parent's new church this morning. It's called Center Point, and it's great! Check them out. They are so welcoming, and have a catered breakfast for guests every Sunday. (Not like that's the reason that they go). It was so refreshing to speak to the pastor and not feel like I was taking up his valuable time. Apparently my mom has bragged about me, so they were prepared to introduce themselves. I love it! We sang some great uplifting oldies but goodies this morning. It was really nice to see my parents happy once again in a place they feel comfortable, and most importantly, be able to be themselves.

All hail the power of Jesus' name!
Let angels prostrate fall;
bring forth the royal diadem,
and crown him Lord of all.
Bring forth the royal diadem,
and crown him Lord of all.

Wipe on, wipe off

At the car wash
Talkin' about the car wash yeah!
Come on and sing it for me car wash.
Car wash yeah!
Rose Royce never gets old...

The Girl Scout troop raised $340.00 today during their car wash. It was a great location to begin with. Smack dab the middle of Winter Park in the Walgreens parking lot conveniently beside the Starbucks, and near the WP hospital where Kristen and I were born at. View here. We washed Beamers, Volvo's, VW, Audi, Infinities, and it was strictly donation. $20.00 here, $40.00 there. People can be so generous. I sold some cookbooks while drivers waited around. I love those girls to death. I can't believe it's been 11 years already. They're going to be graduating in the spring, and heading to NYC for their graduation trip. I have seen all of them grow in their different ways to form who they are today, and possibly what they will be in the future. I must be getting old because I'm sounding like a damn inspirational speaker. Maybe I'm just reminiscing. I can't wait to spend time with them in NYC. Just one of the many places we have traveled together. Oh the memories!

We shop until we drop

What a great candid shot.

Kristen gets all the attention.

She loves me. She really really loves me!

Lauren and I take our job seriously.

"My, what a big mouth you have my dear"

"Wow Erin, you can open your mouth really wide," Kristen said to me. I didn't know how to respond to that.

Hair today gone tomorrow

Today I went to get my hair cut. I think I'm truly blessed to have an outstanding hair dresser who knows me, and knows what I want. We've been together for just over ten years now. I used to be a model for hair shows way back when. (Yes, me as a model...scary huh?) And the rest is history. She and her husband actually came to my wedding! People say to me, "You invited your hair dresser to your wedding?!" Yup. Anyway, she "glazed" it because it looked "brassy" while snipping the split ends off. Perfect job as usual.

As I was talking to my next door neighbor tonight, I found out that we have a small (4ft) alligator living in the lake behind our houses. I immediately thought of alligator lady from the flight yesterday. Too funny.

It was a normal muggy, dreary, rainy day here in the Sunshine State. Just your average summer weather.

Flying on Cloud 9

I love traveling. I especially enjoy plane trips if they don't require me being stranded in JFK for 12 hours, but that's another story. Today's went extremely well. I like to people watch, and I'm fully aware the airport is a prime target of doing this. As I was sitting at the gate in Logan this morning, trying to keep my eyes open, (I'm not a morning person), I noticed so many different families, cultures, accents.

This one all American family of four were heading down to Orlando to see the Big Mouse while dad attended a conference. Before boarding the plane, they all said a short prayer.

I sat beside a guy that looked around my age. He reminded me of my room mate, maybe because he was ready a big fat book. However, he looked like a guy I used to work with. The 9/11 Commission did not leave this boy's hands the entire time.

The people that sat behind me apparently have NEVER been to Florida, or have NEVER heard of a fence. "Oh look at all those pools and they're screened in! That's probably to keep the alligators out." Uh... right. Because alligators just wonder around aimlessly. That's the only reason we have screened in pools. A couple minutes later we land, and to our left was a little pond. "I bet there's alligators in there," the lady said again. I almost turned around and asked if she saw the duck that was relaxing in the pond. Do you think a duck would be sitting there if there was a crock in the pond? Think lady. But, remembering what a good southerner I am, I held my breath.

Our captain was great! He narrated bits and pieces of history all along the east coast. He even got us to Orlando 36 minutes early. Great trip.

Orlando is normal thus far. My mom picked me up and we headed to Target to a get bridal gift, and Ann Taylor Loft because it's our sweetest sin. I love the drive-thru Starbucks! Granny took the two of us out to Red Lobster, in the rain. She's so brave. I want to be just like her when I grow up.

I'm scheduled to get a hair cut tomorrow.